4:19AM

Posted by psych at October 31st, 2008

It’s almost time for me to wake up, and I really want to sleep,

But I can’t.

Haven’t a clue why. Lack of sleep for a few days running have left absolutely no trace during what is to be considered (but no longer applies to me recently) normal waking hours.

Sports, studying, everything fine. I just can’t fall asleep and stay asleep for more than 3 hours at a time. Some freaky kind of selective insomnia.

Since I’m up I’ve been wanting to share something here but it kept slipping my mind.

Human society the world over has relied upon authority to feel like things are going the way they should be. Early on it used to be people who were naturally stronger, better experienced in certain things or just respected for some reason or other. They were the chieftains, oracles, leaders of their day. How did they get to, (pretty much) the top of the food chain of the world they knew.

I doubt the very first ones were forced by their (at the time) equals to take up the position because nobody knew what to do and he was the one with the awesome biceps. AFAIK thats what could have transpired but it seems like that would have spelt the end of humankind there and then. He would have needed to know that it was him and nobody else, want to advance his people, know it was possible, know that he was ready. So on and so forth.

I’m not going to research this much but I hope ancient humans weren’t the one alpha male with twenty women under his belt kind of society. Doesn’t make sense since more men would have made more sense to protect it, gather food, etc.

I digress. About the leader-person, I was just wondering. Who are the real leaders today? Politics has brought a whole dimension into picking a leader and has messed up the whole point of the process. Money, politics, evil. Amazing how corrupt countries all over the world are and even more amazing is how they dress themselves up in banners, goddamn flags, tattoos, everything just screaming democracy. Democracy is not just a word, it needs to be acted upon.

I’m worried that among all the so called world leaders today, none are actually qualified to furthur their country or the human race as a whole. After all, they were probably chosen for their affiliation to something related to money which would benefit Tom, Dick, and Sally. T,D,S here are not the people, just rich people who want to get richer.

Its finally sleep time =) That was the best remedy ever.

nite,
pSyCh

ps-just realized that google chrome does not handle this page well. categories will have to come later. =)

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I make myself sick

Posted by azngeek at October 14th, 2008

Stumbled across this, haha. Wrote this about 6 years ago…

The Dance
I see her walking down the aisle
Looking so perfect, hoping for a smile,
Time has frozen, it’s been framed,
All I can think bout is that special person’s name.

As she comes closer, my heart beats faster,
All I can do is think about her,
As she gets closer, my lips become dry,
A feeling of ecstasy, as though I could fly.

Her sweet voice ringing in my ear,
She just realized my worst fear,
That night she asked me to dance,
Could it just be my big chance?

When we started dancing to the music,
It was though god let me pick,
The choices were there laid in front of me,
And I made the best choice you see,

We danced through the song,
It wasn’t very long,
But that moment I still cherish,
And I hope it’ll never perish.

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Rob Ot

Posted by wordsmith at July 20th, 2008

by wordsmith

The robotic competition is two days’ away. My fingers need soaking in a bucket of ice after assembling the robot with two other teammates for two hours today. The programming process is proving to be a little too tedious. My team (inclusive of the teacher) are all girls/females. And girls are known for their adeptness in robotic construction and computer programming, are they not? (This is your cue to snort.)
Oh boy.

Forgive me. I needed to kvetch a little.

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Ah, The Irony

Posted by wordsmith at June 12th, 2008

by wordsmith

I cried and cried today because I stubbed my toe. Just kidding. Although, I think I had a reason to. My handphone/mobile phone/cell phone/handset got stolen at school today. I brought it to school because I had to stay back at school a while to construct the robot with my teammates and needed to contact my mother. I don’t usually bring my handphone to school because it is a school violation. I only brought it today for a very valid reason and wasn’t planning on using it until after school hours.

The first two class periods today had been Chemistry and my whole class shuffled to the Chemistry lab. Upon returning back to my seat in class, I discovered that the zip of the compartment on my bag in which I had kept my handphone was open. I peered inside and my handphone was AWOL. I didn’t know why but I wasn’t upset in the least bit. A friend surmised that it was probably my disability of expressing sadness. Anyhow, it’s been said that people who’ve owned handphones for a while find it impossible to function normally without it even for a day. I’ll see if I can.

I have to hand it to the culprit, though. Seriously. Out of all the hundreds of bags in school today, the perpetrator had the dumb luck of culling my bag to rummage through and obtaining more than said criminal bargained for. I hope the culprit has a tough time cracking the pin number on my handphone -which, trust me, isn’t hard at all because I hadn’t changed the extremely easy pin number set by the manufacturer since I received it. I still think the student/thief could’ve done a better job by zipping the compartment completely shut.

This was definitely a case of irony because some students bring their handphones to school daily but no such tragedy has befallen them thus far. Both my parents weren’t mad at all -which was quite a surprise. My mother muttered something about her friend’s kid losing a car, so my situation wasn’t as bad. True. And my father just agreed to terminate my handphone number when I told him to before my handphone number got abused. My brother even knew how to prevent the perpetrator from even using the handphone completely on the condition that I find something that’s probably been recycled by now. Aiyaya.

My only regret is not transferring the pictures on my handphone to my PDA because they are now unretractable. And I need an alarm clock from tomorrow onwards to wake up in time for school. My handphone number is now null and void. I don’t know if I’ll be able to have a new one anytime soon…but I’ll live.

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Rain

Posted by psych at June 5th, 2008

Who can get enough of it? Even when it’s already cold, having the ‘wet’ element makes everything better, no?

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“You’re in a Video Game Max.”

Posted by Morpork at May 31st, 2008

I look out the window. Steam was rising off the sewage grills and a homeless man was sleeping by a small pile of smoked cigarettes. A siren wails in the distance of this quiet city, as there always was whenever someone begins a solemn, noir narrative. I ponder the reason for this phenomenon. There must be a guild out there for all this. And the homeless man was part of this guild.

I close the curtains and turn to the tome on the table. It was not easy getting my hands on it but the hard part wasn’t over either. Sifting through its contradictions would be the toughest part and there wouldn’t be anyone to help me. I reached into my pocket and remember I’ve given it up already and wished I hadn’t. There was no sense dwelling on it so I sat down, and lifted the heavy cover.

_____

I admit. I was studying Mechanics of Materials. It had both SI units and imperial units. The ‘given it up’ line was for something else. Breath mint. I wasn’t addicted to it or even had it often, I just put the line in because That’s the way aha aha I like it. I’ll shut up now and dive to the floor while firing guns now.

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me trying to be lame.

Posted by rambo at April 30th, 2008

on says:
what are yous tucked at?
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
intervention strategies
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
=p

ron says:
is that ur ass ignment?
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
hahahhaha
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
pretty ass ignment i have there don’t ya think
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
:P
ron says:
yes you’re ass ignment is unbelievable
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
why thank you
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
my ass ignment is feeling very flattered rite now
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
n yes..my ass ignment can feel :P
ron says:
what, ur ass ignment are filled? filled with what lol.
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
nooo
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
my ass ignment can feel
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
it’s not filled =.=
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
no wait..it’s actually full of shit
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
=p
ron says:
lol. i supposed so. a lot of hard stuff in it huh.
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
mmm hmm
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
PLENTY!
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
u’d be surprised :P
ron says:
quote: nothing is particularly hard if u divide it into small jobs.
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
n that’s what our ass ignments holes do!
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
we clench
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
n the shit breaks
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
HAHA
mic                cy <3s (’.') - i love one tree hill! says:
ok i dun think that was what u meant =p
ron says:
nope………………………..

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