The AznGeek

Posted by psych at October 28th, 2007

I’m supposed to be studying. I’m a little (way more than that) behind on stuff. I can’t tho. Feeling slightly nauseated at my surroundings. My room, my walls. Bah, what the hell. Feel very chained. Bored. Wings clipped, separated from things I want to do.  Moodless more like it. Strange feelings. Homesickness? Slightly. Going outside isn’t helping. Eating out doesnt help get rid of the fact that I’ll be eating the less than desirable cafe food for 1 more year at least. Time’s going by pretty fast. Its already been 2 months since I set foot here. The people I see everyday, classmates etc.. it feels like I’ve known them for years. But a piece is missing. I miss her. I can almost turn the feeling on or off. When I’m left to my own thoughts it all comes flooding back. She barely comes up during classes. Which isnt the way it should be.
Donated 450ml of my life essence yesterday. Which could be a reason for how I’m feeling. Asked a friend to take a pic of my orgasmic face while I lay on the bed. Needle induced orgasm =) I even had the sun shining on my head to emphasize the pleasure I was supposed to be feeling.
Gotta study. I just don’t get Anatomy and the need for all the fucking memorization. Wrongly phrased. I know the importance of it. But I dont get the teaching method. Just memorizing the blood supply/lymphatic drainage/nerve supply of region ‘X’ from scratch doesnt feel like learning to me. It’s lacking .. substance. Looking at the cadavers help my image-oriented brain a little but it’s seriously robotic stuff. Gotta get it over with eventually. Exam in two weeks. Just what I needed.

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Posted by azngeek at October 26th, 2007

The day you wake up.
And think that everything is just fine.
That nothing is missing in your life.
And that you have nothing to worry about.
Everything will just fall into place.

Is the day you become my alter ego.

The semesters almost done. 2 papers left to go.

And it’s going to be a well deserved break.

Just. Can’t. Wait. For. It. All. To. Be. Over.

Posted by psych at October 26th, 2007

Ronz forgot his user info. Posting this on his behalf. Miss you too btw. not in the sappy way.

Its been 7 months since i left malaysia for melbourne, till now the last of the winter wind still conjure a tingling feeling. Before sleeping every night shivering, part of me glad another day in this very foreign country has passed and i made out safely without any remorse, at least not big ones. This whole experience has been one of my dreams, one that I once think it is too far away but here i am thousands of miles away from home writing about my very own feelings and thoughts. I miss malaysia i really do. I miss mamaking with my wonderful friends u know who u are, playing my favourite sports with my favourite group of friends, and just hanging out with other friends. Looking back, I realise I led a great life in malaysia, although im not actively sociable back then I have friends that i trust, that i can laugh with and stick through thick and thin with you.  For me I think that is a life well lived, it don’t need to be spectacular, it don’t need to be exciting all the time as long as I cherish my life and feel great how I live it, im satisfied. That’s me.

Oh, I’m coming back in 22th Nov. So,

SAN, how’s the arrangement coming up?

NENG, I’ll see u in club.

JON, still going Singapore?

TIM, Lets go roam around! And do the most unprecedented things

Acs peep! Another reunion dinner?

And the rest! Please contact me okay, I so wanna meet up with u guys. Hugs.

Posted by Morpork at October 23rd, 2007

People today are ruled by political correctness. They have to be so careful when talking and have to include exceptions to otherwise declaratory statements. Some people on the other hand are ruled by [citation needed]. They have no opinions of their own and constantly cite another source in case what they say prick someone’s sensitive nerves and it won’t be their fault. People have to be firm but gentle, strong but relenting. I call this the Goldilocks’ solution to human relations.

What is my own opinion? I think there are people who are stubborn and insist on their view on the matter and there are people who think the world should all come to the middle and there won’t be any problems. Together they provide a push and pull so that society doesn’t swing to one side of the Goldilocks line and the Dangerous I Have An Opinion Line. Together the softies and the hardies create another Goldilocks’ Complex. (I abide by Goldilocks’ domain? Confirmed. Also: QED)
Now this might not be completely a rational jump of logical thinking but this was the train of thought I was following when I arrived at the Solution. The Root Mean Square Government. AKA The Republic-Empire Duality.

A simple analogy follows. The juices in your computer are provided not by a DC current but AC. But it has the equivalent effect of DC current known as the RMS value of the AC current. But the wiring itself is not provided by one phase but three phases. IE there are three lines of AC wires sticking around the city, so that at any time constant power is supplied. THAT IS, when AC1 has fallen to zero, AC2 + AC3 will each be in non-zero phases and so the lines combined don’t fall to zero power.

Still with me?

Now consider light. Light is good. Refer to fantasy books where dark is evil for evidence. Hence, light is a good model to follow. Light exhibits wave and particle properties. But the net effect is something good(light is good. light is good. light is…).

It therefore follows (it does?) that the best things aren’t just one thing or the other (eg. good vs evil, lawful vs chaotic, showers vs baths, Azngeek vs Morpork)  but a mix of these things periodically shifting from one to the other. I divert you to evidence:

Good thing is a mix of things. (light is good. light is good.)

Good thing is many things running in parallel. (Three phase AC system. AC is good too. What? You disagree? Then plug your computer to a DC battery! I dare you!)

Hence QED. quod erat demonstrandum.

The perfect future government is therefore a Republic-Empire Dual Government periodically shifting from one to the other. It will have the net effect of a proper government while simultaneously appeasing supporters of both parties periodically. Imagine being reminded of the bad of empires and wars during empire phases and reminded of the need to cut through red tape and bureaucracy during republic phases. Perfect.

Posted by azngeek at October 18th, 2007

Posted by Morpork at October 12th, 2007

Shocking scene sees such shaming surrounding sapien; Police proposes press “please preserve positive persepective”. Man meekly maintains muteness; mom mustering money meeting mandate.

Posted by Morpork at October 12th, 2007

“Justice is just ice.”

-General P. Ublic

Today, the ministry of defence and offence has issued a statement that shocked the world and provoked a public outcry.

The chief minister quoted the famous General Ublic but has allegedly twisted it to his own purposes. Many of the community leaders have stood up and condemned him for his careless use of the famous speech and ’sullying the good name of the hero General Ublic’.

“It is just unthinkable… Thoughtless!” said a man from the ministry, who would rather not be named but was in a ‘close, working relationship’ with the chief minister.

The chief minister claims in a press conference that he was quoted quoting out of context. “Quoting me quoting a quote without quoting the purpose (of) my quoting is not correct quoting and is … ‘misquotatious’.”

The ministry has advised the press to not quote his quotations during the statement to prevent inciting further unrest. It is also prohibiting any attempt to spread knowledge of the statement or draw attention to previously published articles about the statement.

“National Security may be at stake,” said a spokesman of the government.

Posted by Morpork at October 7th, 2007

Talk a lot but don’t say much.
Studied so much but learned so little.
See the dishes washed but not cleaned.
Think of you a lot but don’t know who you are.
Said too much but not enough.
I am me but I don’t know who I am.

Posted by psych at October 4th, 2007

half my class already gone on the fieldtrip to the penang dental hosp. my turns at the end of the month. cant wait. dont think itll be as fun as theirs. they had tons of kindergarten-ers running around learning how to brush their teeth. one of them referred to my housemate as ‘doctor’. ARRGHHH so cute.

just deleted a whole lot of life pondering sentences. stuff like when exactly do we teenagers grow up and become adults. blah blah blah. forgive the lack of punctuation too. hands tired. just gonna recap my first week (its my fourth now i think) in kedah. orientation… god. was awesome weird. ruined a shirt and pretty much my shoes. word summary:raw fishes. sore muscles. ass grabbin, maggots,lotsa dirty stuff. oh and eggs. .alot of gore. semiragging more like it.

but the aim was accomplished nonetheless. getting to know that seniors love fun as much as anyone else. which makes me wonder if any of us will ever grow up. loved every minute of it.

the gym on campus is pretty good. been going on and off. gonna end up fit as hell. well been eating alot of junk food for 3 weeks. gaining weight in the wrong places o0. bringing back tennis racquet when i go home for raya. the courts pretty empty on most days. got alot of teman to play with. badmintons packed like hell though.

i have a weird housemate. living in the room next to mine. bugs the hell out of me. mousy chinese dude with a habit of muttering things to himself ALL THE friggin time and then ignores you or makes a ‘hmmph’ noise when you ask him stuff. annoys the hell out of his roomates more. thanking my lucky stars i dont have to sleep near him. insults almost everyone he talks to. cuts them short. not sociable. 3 cellphones. constantly calling and talking to people. imaginary people? no idea. just dealing with him until someone kills him. or we could all just move out =)

er what else.. wanted to improve my mandarin here. end up with alot of bananas in my batch. well not really. haha kinda. hawker and restaurant people assume im chinese (ahah yeah not malay. maybe because of the pork abundance everywhere) and start hokkiening me. something better than nothing. northern hokkien tho. not exactly what i wanna be learning. im rambling now. whats m y point? dunno. going penang again on saturday. wont be drinking much. mainly to save money. mostly classmates.

psych

ps-my rooms creepy at night. weird noises In the room. perfect. =/  nite ppl

Posted by azngeek at October 3rd, 2007

I think I need a drink,
of a quick decision,
some decisiveness.
But maybe,
possibly,
oh please don’t say it’s so,
you’d let me reconsider,
and take a rain check,
on the ultimatum.

Azngeek