Posted by azngeek at April 28th, 2007

I was tutoring someone a-level Physics on Friday. I only have one lecture on Friday. And I guess as well as it being a breather on Friday it makes me think the most as well. Things sink in on Friday. Just like the fact of how I walked away from uni alone. Walked to the library alone. Did some work alone. And sat down to have lunch alone after. Tragic. Yes. Reminds me of high school. After classes, during frees, I’d wonder, grab a bite to eat if I was hungry, sit myself down in the library to do some work, or hit the under-utilized school gym. All usually by myself. Not much has changed. Except I try to hang out with some high school buddies for sports once in a while. My sports buddies. But then again I run by myself more than hanging with the rest of them. (I’ve not run in a very long time. I blame it on the shitty weather, lack of motivation and the work load). Maybe I work better by myself. Maybe I’m a better me by myself. I have no idea. Do I enjoy being the solitaire man? It’s hard to say. I question that. Do I want things to change? What if there was not a tomorrow. Would regrets reek their ugly heads around the corner on death bed?

OMG. Aznsneak. My dual personality. What a mother fucker. How dare you make azngeek sound emo. *Stabs Aznsneak* *stab stab stab* *stab stab stab* One more for good measure! *stab stab stab*. As you can see. I have not much to write. I was trying to bring out an emotional teenage persona that has no writing ability whatsover. Pretty successful, don’t you think? Let the brain juices flow. No update apart from this dual personality thing.

I want to swim away,
but I don’t know how,
Thrown in the ocean,
Let it just rain. -Aznsneak

Peace out people. Azngeek.