Posted by psych at September 27th, 2006

I always find myself saying that when I’m just standing around with someone and I lose my train of thought or just feel like blabbing when *someone* passes by. Its not just girls that make me do that.. random things like… i dont know. Just random things. I automatically go “you know, that thing and that thing with the thing about the thing”. Fuck it. Harder to explain here =) You may get it. Congratulations if your brain gets me.

Have you ever felt yourself looking at that MSN screen at a single screenname. Just picturing what that person is doing at that very moment. Just slowly letting it seep into your mind. Im not making sense again.. Just thought id share that feeling. I know some of you who do this.. It’s like.. Looking at a picture.. But instead of details and crap its just letters.. It’s just better than chatting for some reason. Er.. like what I said about the picture.. Its the same. but slightly different. Chattings great too but when youre chatting with that person you cant really appreciate him/her. Looking at an actual picture of that person could do the job.. but the connection you have with him/her through MSN just defies anything else.

i can stare for hours

I really can stare for minutes at a time. Just admiring. I think ill msg her now. Just to see what shes up too. I dont really want to. Talking kinda takes alot of the fun away. Dooood thats so sucky.. I seriously feel more attached to this person while im not talking to her. It feels better. Unexplainable yet again. This was kinda what I was gonna post yesterday but I thought I could explain it better with some caffiene in my blood. Guess not.

I may be slightly late, but good luck SouthAustralianMatriculationErs for ur trials. I see so many of u guys stressed in the hallways and I feel for u guys. I really do. Its only a matter of time…

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Nite

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