Posted by psych at August 3rd, 2006

Hey guys. I don’t blame anyone for not coming here anymore. I’m surrounded by lazy bastards [no offense =)] who don’t post for days on end. Me included I guess. Dontcha just hate lazy people…. I’ve been trying all week long to remember all those really awesome songs from the 90’s I used to listen to on the radio and download them. Only got around to a few. The ones I do remember during the day I forget to write down and as a result get sucked back into that awesome vortex of information that is my outrageously perfect brain. For your benefit, here they are:

  1. Matchbox 20 - Push
  2. Third Eye Blind - How’s It Going To Be
  3. The Verve Pipe - The Freshmen
  4. The Wallflowers - One Headlight
  5. Cranberries - Animal Instinct
  6. Oasis - Wonderwall
  7. Blur - Song 2
  8. Soul Asylum - Runaway Train
  9. The Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
  10. Spin Doctors - Two Princes
  11. Alanis Morissette - You Oughta Know

Yeah I know. They’re great songs. Familiar cos they recieved alot of airplay in their day (how else do you expect a child of less than 12 years to hear them back then?) If you were growing up in the 90’s, these songs probably will remind you of a simpler time. One where all you did was wake up, go to school to pretty much have fun, go home. Rinse repeat repeat repeat. It does that to me anyway. Almost hypnotic once my eyes are closed. Amazing stuff. The list is long but these ones do the best job. Nostalgiaticishsongs. Gives me the chills.

Oh yea. On to serious real life issues. I killed a cat two days ago. Going not more than 65 on a straight goddamn road.  It just darted out in one freaking second. Maybe even less than a second from a bush beside the road right in front of me. I saw later that there was another cat behind it so I guess one was running away from the other or something? No idea. I’m clueless when it comes to feline social behaviour. Anyway, I braked really hard the second I saw it. Heard the screeching. No cars behind me so I was pretty much alone with a possibly dead cat on the road. Manoeuvred to the side, got out. It was dead allright. Thank god it wasnt twitching/suffering etc. Pretty sure that would’ve made the situation worse. Not gonna describe it though. Not too gruesome. Just makes me feel really guilty. I know The Azngeek loves animals to death (cats .. cats.. cats) but even he knows that animals can be as dumb as heck sometimes and due to physics, they die. Heck, I love animals too. I would’ve done anything not to hit that darn cat. I kinda realized I wouldve hit it no matter what I did. Maybe if I  swerved to the right all the way… Eh. No dif right? Sigh. Anyway that was my guilt rant. Showered for an hour when I got home. Still felt dirty. It was inevitable but just knowing that I took the life of an animal just gets me slightly down. I moved the corpse to the side of the road btw. Didnt want motorists smashing it more. A useless gesture at getting its forgiveness. Pretty sure(hoping anyway) it was a stray cos it wasnt collared. Doesn’t mean much but theres a good chance it was. Heres to the cat I banged(omfg pervs). May it rest in peace. May it not haunt me at night. May I never drive over 30 ever again lest I kill more animals.
Heres to hoping animals dont dart in front of me ever again. And if they do, may they either be far enough for me to brake in time, or really really really lucky. Was gonna blog about something else but for the life of me cant remember what. Maybe dota? Nah. That deserves a whole post on its own. I might not be kidding there. Hell yeah I am.
Ooo another thing, Utopian Age number kajazillion and one is gonna start in a while. By next week I hope. Just a heads up to all those people who wanted to play utopia, but were afraid to ask how and when.
http://games.swirve.com/UTOPIA/

Eh, I give up, was hoping I would remember that thing I forgot but it looks like its not gonna happen. Tis posts long anyways. Tests tomorrow. Whats new? S’long invisipeeps.

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